When you wish upon a star... nothing fucking happens.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Christ and Satan
So Christ's birthyday was pretty sweet for me, big ups to the guy for having it to where EVERYONE gets presents on his birthday. I wouldn't be so kind If I'd like been like kind of a part of God or whatever I think I'd be kind of arrogant. And I certainly wouldnt want EVERYONE getting presents on my birthday. Satan made an apearance toward the end of Christ's birthday in the form of "tony"ras if lucifer isnt his name eh? My whore bag sister always picks satan in various forms.. im sure in a past life she was the wife of that guy who wouldn't let Mary and Joseph sleep at their crappy inn, because she's so stingy.. and so is he, both of them blow their money but dont really have anything.. just their stupid crappy inn that im sure Jesus wouldnt have wanted to be born in anyways. But yeah I got some kick ass presents for christmas e.. to name a few a poster ive wanted for quite a while of johnny depp from the movie Cry Baby from Clair.. Too many presents to name from joyce (including a sketch book and quill/fountain pen) Edward Scissorhands on DVD from Keith, this dress I've wanted since october from zero gravity from my mom, and a truly kick ass messanger bag from my dad that has the dark mark and says "Voldemort Returns" I got some pretty cool clothes from everyone else too.. They fit which is nice =D well that's about all the update I got for you folks COMMENT ASSHOLES :) <3>
Have you ever noticed when it comes to love we revert back to our two year old selves? We MUST have it now. Or we pitch temper tantrums.. complete with sobbing and moping. We do that thing we did where we focus on the thing we want because weAREgoing to find a way to get it. Will we one day find out it's as stupid to want something so muchNOWas it wasTHEN? We can't answer that now. As we couldn't answer why getting a candy bar shaped like a cartoon character when we went to the store was so damn important when we were a toddler. We just know it's VERYimportant and we must have it. Shouldn't we have given up when we found out that love DOESN'Tmake the world go round? that MONEYdoes? Has money become an obsession to replace the longing put forth from lost love? Is that inevitable? Or does it just become always aparent, always there, seething beneath the surface? Replace it. Replace it. Replace it. Money. Self distruction. Pleasures that never fufill. I have none of the answers. I'm a rambling machine with no logic. I've reverted back to my two year old self. I can't tell you why, but IMUSThave it.
Ok sooo... I found out what my secret birthday thing was. Ha my sisters and friends paid for me to have a birthday party at mcdonalds in priceville with the playplace. And it was the shit. Haha I got a shirt and everything! and it's like the biggest one they had and its for an 8 to 12 year old ha... but i got my ass in it.. it says "ba da ba ba ba Im loving it." is that not the coolest ever. and I got a cake with ronald on it. I ate that part.. I totally ate ronald. wish it had of been hamburgler.. mm but he's a sexy bitch. Thanks to keith for getting me the notebook that had him on it. =D and thanks to all my friends and fam for the kick ass presents. But yeah haha Heather was in the big slide and was like "wtf there's green marker all over this" and she put her finger in it, and HA it was some little kid's shit. Ha it was great we all got happy meals and shit and man it was cool. So if you didnt come you SUCK. anywhos yeah more comments people you're slacking off.
