Tuesday, November 15, 2005

A post I'd like to call "People Suck"

There’s so cryptic reason. Or enigmatic explanations. Human beings suck. Now, that is often said but without true feeling. Because deep down you want to think it’s less blunt than that. You say “but -so and so- gives to charity!” then you find out they do it for tax reasons. You say “but look at this nice preacher who tries to help so many people” and then you find out a few years later he tried to have his wife murdered for 5 bucks and a rusty hatchet. It’s not deep… or complicated. So why don’t we simply except the fact that human beings (including your own being) suck? Because we HAVE to have faith. Even those of us who say we have faith in nothing are lying to ourselves. We make a belief that there’s that one perfect friend out there, that one perfect guy. We trick ourselves into believing we’ve found said person. When really we know we haven’t, we’re simply making due. And all the time we wallow, and we complain, and we say “boy, people suck!” in an angry or offhand manner. But later, we’re seeking that new friend with suprising (even to ourselves) fervor, and in the midst of it all, we’re cynical and sarcastic… because it’s a way to cruelly say the truth and call it a joke, even be considered “spunky” for really just being a bitch. We eat our feelings, or smoke our feelings, or drink or feelings, or shoot our feelings into our arm, or some other awful way we deal instead of outwards admitance, and then we quit and we get a flow of “yay! Aren’t you wonderful! You quit!” with no one acknowledging that you’re only quiting something you brought upon yourself in the first place. You should feel ashamed, but you feel proud. You wrap yourself in clothes you really can’t afford and make up no one really needs, and tell yourself you’re “trying to make yourself feel better” not coming out and saying you’re really just being vain. So everyone I want a favor… I want you all to work on admitting to yourself that people just simply suck. Including yourself.

These are just my pensive mind wonderings and are not directed toward anyone in particular... or maybe everyone as a whole

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