All Hallow's Eve...

So welp... Halloween was kind of...Random. It wasn't bad, it was actually pretty fun, but Clair didnt show or call or anything which was kind of sad. And we missed a lot of the crap downtown.. actually like all of it until we said screw this and went to Ci-ci's. where I spent the whole time playing games... and won a fucking dolly outta that damn claw game on my first try. Fuck yeah I kick ass. so yeah anyways... it was practically just a hanging out thing.. and ended with a hanging out with Keith's sisters thing because I was abandoned. Unsurprisingly. But yeah it was fun anyways. Today I was not as fortunate. And I think the black spray stuff I used on my hair might have stained it. Anyways yeah I think I might go insane where I am presently. If life doesn't start sucking less I may have to take drastic mesures... such as breaking stuff. but no really... Im excited to start college.. eventually. Come on birthday. I want to start doing shit so I don't have to be stuck here all the time working toward nothing. And another problem is the fact that I STILL cannot decide what I want to do. I think I'm pretty set on being a literary critic.. or trying anyway. But I want to be so many things, a director, a painter, an Egyptologist, a relic hunter. Shit maybe I can do em all. No listen. I'll be like a super hero, painter by day, relic hunter by night... then I'll switch off. Hmm. Ok that probably wont happen. But I've just decided on the spot that's it's my new way of distracting myself when the thought of what Im going to do with my whole life comes up. Arrrr. Bad night this was. I've definately had better. But cool thing is... my sister's giving me some babysiting time (no Im being serious keep reading) on friday.. for MONEY see. Ooooh. Not just the regularness of my life that is constant babysitting, but she's not working see she just wants someone to watch them while she goes to buy coats or something? anyways its good see because I wouldnt have had money to go see GoF (Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire for you know, Harry Potter illiterates) otherwise and now I have this niceness and stuff. I kind of lied about wanting my birthday to come around see, because I dont really want to grow up, where the fuck is Peter Pan at. And on that subject Wendy and him, totally got it on ya know, but like when and where?! Hmm? It should have been included in the disney version they can put a phallus in a castle and sex in dust but they cant show a beautiful love scene between Peter and Wendy... oh well bye.