"See now its sweet, theres girls behind us, show them your inhaler"

Haha quote from the guys in front of us (they were talking about us) when we went to see hitch last night, good movie, it was a sunday it was rainy as shit and it was the latest showing, the theater was like empty except these hilarious guys in front of us, they werent just loud and annoying, but they'd spit out random things like 4 times, after they did it the first time and we laughed really hard they kept doing it and we'd all laugh really loud, it was really fun, I almost made my blog title "Beautiful ballerinas come in all shapes and sizes" because they said that too at one point. Other then that fun time though... my life is THE absolute biggest pile of shit I've ever seen. I lost my sister mostly, I lost two friends, I lost any relationship I could of wanted, I lost school. I lost it all. No one can give me a reason to live, "its selfish" I hear that one a lot. But I must find a reason to live, it's not like anyone even reads or comments on here so I'm kind of just ranting for my own sake, I don't have a lot to say, it's pretty black and white to say at this point, it's just that no one will ever understand the gray. heres a quote to leave you with.

"Let the president answer our high anarchy
Strap him with a AK-47, let him go fight his own war
Let him impress daddy that way
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil
No more psychological warfare to trick us to thinking that we ain’t loyal
If we don’t serve our own country, we’re patronizing our hero
Look in his eyes, its all lies
The stars and stripes, have been swiped
Washed out and wiped and replaced with his own face
Mosh now or die
If I get sniped tonight, you’ll know why
‘Cuz I told you to fight"

*Current song* Crossfade- Colors