The way to release the anger...

This thing is just to get my anger out... lol no one reads it anyway, well I have to get my life in order, and I have to work my ass off no matter what happens, I'm making a severe dedication... I will do something with my life I refuse to die in Alabama a fool like most people who live here.. I absolutely refuse. I guess it's time to get my shit DOWN. First things first, I've gotta face it that... in the end I'm going to leave high school, but I'm not going to do it stupidly and fuck it up.. Im going to do it RIGHT. Most people don't think there's a right way to leave high school... those people are stupid, know nothing about the system, and suck. (No offense) Leaving high school for me is the smart thing to do, its time to grow the hell up and I'm only staying so I can be happy but I'm not doing it the right way and its all in vain. First... I gotta get my GED before I even drop out, BEFORE, which means I have to sign up soon, second.. I have to get a job, some kind of job, any job that pays for now, I'm going to do what Ive seen almost everyone in my family do, Im going to start off low in college and go until I have a masters. My dad did it, he dropped out and he's um got quite a bit of money, not that it helps me in the slightest but it's the facts. My mom is almost a doctor of English, and she dropped out, I can do it. I can I just have to commit myself. Study on my own, make shit happen for ME. I also know all this shit takes time so I know I'm going to be in school for a bit longer while I make the arrangements. The only thing that could seriously fuck me up is if that awful depression comes back, the clinical depression, or if when I go back tomorrow I find out I'm in such shit that I HAVE to drop out now, I'm trying to be optimistic, which has never been easy. I'm going to end this here though, because I want to get some more information offline about what I need to know to pass the GED. Wish me luck....

*Current song* Three days grace- Wake up